A 180 degree turn around
A 180 degree turn around
15 years ago I met Serge Benhayon at a time when I had severe post-traumatic stress disorder. I had lost my husband to cancer 6 years previously and had never recovered from this shock. Before this dramatic turn of events I had run our joint business for 8 years and was used to working more than full time as a health practitioner and seminar leader.
After my husband had been diagnosed with a brain tumour and died within 4 months, I was totally physically exhausted since I cared for him by myself at home around the clock. The high level of stress left my nervous system extremely overstretched. I was so debilitated that for some years I was only able to do light work for 3 hours a day. In my private life I had isolated myself from previous circles and kept my social interactions to a minimum. During these 6 years of intense grieving I had not found one practitioner in my area who seemed to be able to guide me to work through my emotional issues. It seemed to be outside of their experience and expertise and therefore I never felt safe to start a deep process of healing within myself.
At the beginning of 2000 when I had my first session with Serge Benhayon to my big surprise I opened up to him straight away and did not hold back sharing my whole story. He felt so clear, present, open, accepting and non-judgemental, like no-one I had ever come across in my entire life. The sense of steadiness, compassion and love I got from him has impressed me deeply ever since. His conduct with me was very professional and his modality of hands on healing even though unknown to me at the time felt totally safe. I felt very held energetically and trusted him immediately even though I was generally very guarded with people at that time. For the first time in many years my level of anxiety dropped and I was able to relax. This experience for me was very significant and outstanding. I remember it as if it happened yesterday because finally on that day my life started to change for the better.
After this amazing initial meeting I chose to have regular monthly healing sessions and from then onwards continuously improved. Up to this point I had actually given up hope that I could ever heal and get out of my frozen state of being. Therefore this experience was very appreciated by me, and the people close to me in my life.
Eventually I started participating in Serge Benhayon’s healing courses and over time my experience of life started to change significantly for the better. I was able to commit to the usual regular working hours, began to connect to people again and ventured out into the world as a ‘normal’ person. Some years later I re-established myself again as a health practitioner.
Nowadays my life is more amazing than ever before and I am still a dedicated student of Universal Medicine. Even though I have been getting on in years my body is more healthy and fit than it has ever been. In my day to day I experience a continuous joy I did not know was possible.
I have the energy and motivation to work longer hours than ever before without needing any sugar or coffee. In my experience of life in general I have found a deep purpose within myself. Over time I have come to a profound understanding of our universal existence as such and to share this and support others to heal. I donate a large portion of my time to community work.
Because of the healing work and the enormous support of Serge Benhayon my life has turned around by 180 degrees and I will be forever deeply grateful to him. He is one of the most significant people who are gracing this planet with their presence at our current time.